decorum
can you feel my heartbeat through the screen? i'm reaching out so i can hold your heart in my hands, like that lifeless childhood pet you've grieved over. or that plushie that has been soaked with your tears. i hold you close and tear myself open, hoping that you'd ignite life in your eyes. it's never enough, will it ever be enough? i'm clinging onto for a spark in your eyes.
my naivety runs through my veins like the blood cells. it's the thing keeps me alive and safe—even if it's only some amount. you never stop knowing once you know. don't ever let your past or anything hold you back. live your life how you'd like. the hope is always in you, in the deepest parts of your mind begging to be let out and see the light. please keep living. what else is there?